Philosophy

Narcissus Poem: The Murky Tow of Self-Reflection – CMM 2024


A reflection set, a glance,

mirrored back the soul,

as narcissus asks himself

will I ever grow old.

The water shivers and

and refuses to say.

He looks again closer,

insisting to know.

He slips and falls

into the murky tow .

2024. copyright; CMM

Waiting ( Haiku )


can it be I think

The colors fade in a blink

So I wait …😅

Run/ Eclipse / Schultz


Crescent Moon


An early run

guided by the crescent moon;

pray for the children.

CMM. 2024

Happy Easter


“Whispered Prayer” Written and Produced by Christine McNeill-Matteson Music Written and Performed by Kip Haaheim Vocals by Katie Bieber Video Produced by Jon Matteson and Erin Schaut Directed, Shot, and Edited by Jon Matteson Starring Erin Schaut

Sunday Morning Church


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I step into the wind.

I cry among the trees.

The leaves dance ahead.

As if they want to tease.

I feel the sun rise.

Pressing on my face

I bath in the colors.

I am hugged by nature’s grace.

I push forward when tired.

The discomfort goes away.

Because i know I am strong

I will take the steps today.

Stay with me will of nature.

Give to me your life.

You have been my strength.

You have rooted in my strife.

Copyright : 2024. CMM

A Day


I woke as though it was Christmas,

the anticipation is the same.

Knowing this is going to be a special lunch

with restaurants and food, I do not usually prepare.

Company of ladies I know so well, will dine

and we will laugh and wear funny glasses.

We will travel to a museum and see dragons

make believe and real, as real as the artist imagination.

I will laugh and maybe cry, because instead of Christmas

it is my birthday, and the sun will finally shine.

So will I , inside and out…

Martin Luther King Birthday


A blessed and warm Martin Luther King Day.  I so remember when I was a tiny child picking up my brilliant Uncle with the Grandparents.    I know it was the first time I had been to the train station.  I was a reader and I read early.  I remember distinctly needing to go to the restroom.  I wandered into the restroom, and I read over the door, whites only.  I thought to myself, what does that mean?  I even questioned if that was the case where did the other people go?  It was a deep feeling and just the beginning of many such experiences in the south.  

I reared my children to never see color, but character.  They still base their friendships on this premise.  

Dec 1


A 3 mile run.

As tears fall

Watering the prayers

the stars touch

In silent promise

CMM. 2023

Morning Visitor


I drove up to the ‘drive through’ for coffee

As I sat to order, in flew a ‘white tail hawk’,

I interrupted my order with a “Woah,” to see,

A huge magnificent bird looking back at me.

When I was done, and ordered placed,

It looked twice in my face and off it flew.

I wondered , was it something I said,

or did it not like my cold brew?

copyrighted: CMM. 2023